Monday, 10 March 2008


I haven't had the best weekend, to be honest. On Saturday I was meant to be getting my contact lenses, but the Optician had only ordered one eye, so I have to go back next week. I am especially gutted because I am in a charity fashion show on Wednesday, and I am not only the shortest in my group, but I am also the only one in the whole show who wears glasses. I am choreographing one of the Labels, Reiss with my friend Hannah, who is gorgeously tall, skinny, and quirky looking. So I am feeling a little under par there.

Then on Sunday I had an Oboe nightmare. I don't really want to go into it. it was just horrible and degrading.

For some reason, I have this abition to conquer the internet, one site at a time. I have created a youtube account, and I have myspace and facebook. I hate bebo, and I want to delete my bebo account.

I think it has something to do with my fear of being forgotten. I guess I sort of want to be famous. But not in an 'it-girl' sort of way. In an ideal world I would love to be a comedian. But I hate the way that all women who are comedians have to put up with the 'female comedienne' label. why can't you just be a comedian who happens to be a woman? why does it have to be such a big deal that you are a woman comedian? you never get "ooohhhh gosh, it is a male comedian!", do you? So I would love to be a comedienne, amongst other things. At some point, when I have a bit more time, I shall make a list of all of my ambitions. When I am feelinga bit more positive about myeslf, and my ability to achieve them!

I found an excellent blog the other day. But i can't rememeber the URL. I am gutted!!!

Saturday, 1 March 2008


Well well well!

Just got back from seeing Reel Big Fish with Kim and Tash, and their siblings! I can safely say it was the best gig i have ever been to. the atmostphere was incredible, I was in the mosh pit for a while, and then someone whacked my rook piercing, and it started to bleed, so I went further back. (Yeah I am a sissy...) to be honest, the whole gig was a huge great big skanking session. If you don't know what skanking is, either go to a Ska gig, or look here!!! Unfortunately there was a huge man who decided to take his shirt off and sweat on everyone, but apart from that it was absolutely mind bogglingly incredible!!! Of course there were some Kodak moments:
and for everyone's benefit, a picture of Reel Big Fish:

They played lots of covers, such as Take On Me, and Sweet Child Of Mine. :))))) Anyway, i shall stop raving about them now! Other than that, there hasn't been much going on. I have been roped into being in a charity fashion show. I am going to be wearing an *ahem* lovely... baby pink prom dress. Hmm... That isn't really my style.

I have also learned a new term: "Theistic Evolutionist". To be a theistic evolutionist, you must believe in God, and also evolution at once. I presume that most religious people in the western world are theistic evolutionists?

that is enough for now. Herbal Tea.